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I want, I want

This evening I was talking to Lee telling him I really wanted something.  He has been listening to me say I really really want this something for over a year now.  As we discussed all the pros and cons about our family getting this thing I really wanted I became aware of the cons that I had not been so aware of before.  I think that with so many things we want them but failed to notice all the diffculty that will be caused by bringing it in to your life.  Such as a bigger house or a pet or a college degree.  All of these things can bring you joy but will also bring a great deal of hard work along with them.  For right now I will postpone getting what I really really want and maybe I will never get it,  but for now I am okay with that for now I look forward for another day with what I have and not worry about those things I don't. 

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  1. JennWednesday, March 24, 2010

    so what did you want? You have to tell well not realy but if you want too! U knw there are so many thngs i want! but i don;t need!

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  2. NatalieTuesday, March 30, 2010

    Jenn~
    I will send you an email.

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