Lee took the older kids to church and Andrew is napping. I have been meaning to post for a while but just haven't. Lately I have felt like an outsider. Not sure if it is me or the situation. Seems like everything I do somebody thinks is a bad idea. I have decided to stay silent on some family situations and maybe that is why I feel like I do. Some of it was just bad timing and some of it I just feel really judged but that could be in part because I am super sensitive. It is sad to me because I saw things turning out differently. The pain is still there and last night was one of the worst nights. I can't sleep. Just another month. Lee is doing everything he can to help and I know he will be a big help once the baby arrives. But there are just something he can't fix.
Lee, Nat, Jakers, Tori, Drew and Lukey