The Six of Us

I wrote a post and decided to wait.  This week has been rough more for Lee then me.  It looks as though in the next week or so he will be heading to Washington.  Death and dying is so hard.  Lee made a comment about how glad he is that he believes in life after death. It makes death a little easier to handle for him.  This whole situation has made Lee decide we need to plan our funerals. Plus we still need to get our wills done.  Once again the struggle is who to leave the kids with,  we can't agree.  Plus I figured out that I need more life insurance on me.  While I was writing this the song not sure the name but it says "if today was your last day..." So true.   We did get some good news.  Which I think will make things in the long run change drastically.  Although I may be wrong. 

I hurt. Not sure I am going to make it another almost 100 days. Ready for bed hoping the phone doesn't ring at two in the morning. Some guy called and was mad I wouldn't respond right this moment. Yea that is what the police do not me. People have no clue

The doctor's appointment well.  I am off all restrictions and it doesn't look as like I will need surgery after all.  Lee and I are now discussing having more children.  Who knows how that will ever work out.  If I could only get him to discuss names.  :) It was a fabulous weekend.  I had to go into the office today which is something I don't like to do on the weekends but there was something that had to be done for court tomorrow.  Jake had his final soccer game for a year.  I really like soccer and I am sure I will like it better then watching his football games.   We bought a new couch,  We have spend months searching for one that we felt we could afford and one we agreed on.  We found one that is a sofa sleeper that was exactly what we needed at a price we felt good about.  My student loans reduced their monthly payment which is great,  There was no way we could take on the amount they wanted us to.  I have lots more I could write but since I am texting my BFF

I am struggling with my parents. Things are getting worse and now I am stressing although that isn't helpful. I am also stressing an appointment I have tomorrow in part because my mom will have the kids.