The Six of Us

I have been trying to make so many decisions lately.  Find a part time job or not?  Go to my sister in law's graduation or not?  I think that we already decided on that one.  Work in August or not?   The major decision after today is what to do with Jake next year for school.  Move him to fifth grade???  Fight the district????  Homeschooling????  Charter School???? If Jake home schools  Jake will still go to GT.   Charter school may be an option there is one near us that allows the kids to learn at their own pace.   After the email we got from the teacher today I am concerned with how it will look for Victoria next year.    I have been super impressed with the kids teachers they have gone way beyond for my kids and have pushed them to do their best.  Plus I have been impressed with the principal this year.  The older one who I really like retired and the new one is young and I wasn't sure how it would go.    I worked today and I work on Monday.  I am not sure how I ever worke

Super excited that school ends in a week.  I enjoyed my kids and I am looking forward to spending time with all of them. But next week is going to be super crazy.  Last day of school dance recital and two dress rehearsals. That being said I am looking for a part time job.  I was going to wait until the fall but I have decided not to wait that long. But it has to be the perfect part time job and I am not sure I am going to find it.  Working several days a month seems to plenty for right now. But I think working two (maybe three) days a week would be ideal. Mixed emotions about Lacrosse being over.  I loved how Jake ended up really loving the sport. But the three days a week of running around was getting old. They laid the headstone I love how it turned out.  I love how my uncle was able to see it and how much he loved it.  I hate how it even exists. I am so glad I was able to go help my friend pack although I really wonder how much help I was although her girls love the boys. Fl

Up with the baby.  At two in the morning. Six months six whole months dad has been gone.  It hit me like a million tons of bricks.  He isn't coming back.  It hurts.  But what hurts more is trying to reach out and getting nothing in return.  Somedays I feel so alone.  Trying to focus on supportive people in my life.  I am looking forward to summer.