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This week

The good of this week:
Phoenix was a great time although I think we stayed one day too long.
We confirmed our Spring Break plans
Lee appears to have recovered completely
I stepped out of my comfort zone and went to an RS activity on Tuesday



The bad:
Feeling totally left out and not included.  You would think that I would be use to it but I just am not
I worked more then I should have but one day less then I was scheduled. 
Luke was sick Thursday
Lost out on a day of pay thanks to Duke
Last night I started shaking.  I haven't done that in a long time.  I had to take a sleeping pill to calm down.
I haven't been able to run as much as I wanted.


The Rest:
Trying to decide to rent a hotel in April for game day.
March is looking like it will be a crazy busy month
Work is going through some major changes not sure if they are good or bad
Trying to make decisions with out having all the information.  Kindy or not next  year???  Look for a new job or wait and see???  Work more to pay off debt faster or wait until Duke is in school??? Summer vacation????

 

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