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Lee is heading home from his weekend in Washington.  I text him saying the kids were going crazy.  Ok only half were but it seems like it was insanity.  He text back I should call.  He said no matter how bad it is going there at least your child isn't being life flighted to Seattle.  Turns out his friend's son who he was just visiting crashed his bike and they think there may be liver damage but they need him to be at a better hospital then where they are,  So life flight here they come.  It is a four hour drive from their home and I know from experience they ususally only allow one other person on the flight.  I am sure he will be fine they just don't have the specialists they need where they live. So I am done complaining about the kids tonight. 

I don't foresee Luke ever watching horror movies.  We were watching a cartoon and there is a spot where the dad jumps out and scares the kid.  Luke started screaming the same scream he had at the zoo with the sheep and bats and then ran to me.  He refuses to get off my lap and if I attempt to move him just a little he cries.  But he is watching the show.   I think he has set a new record.  Before today I think the longest he had ever set on my lap was 10.6 seconds and we are up to almost ten minutes and he is still here. I sure love my Lukey Lou. 

We had a great weekend.  Kids were out of school Friday and so Friday and Saturday were deep cleaning days.  We scrubbed walls vaccummed chairs and couches.   The idea was I was going to do some touch up painting but I never got to it.  Both nights after the kids were in bed I just crashed.  The only rooms we didn't get to were bathrooms and the kids will do those tomorrow after school. 

My goal for this week is to stick to my decluttering list for the week.  I work Monday and Friday  as well as the weekend so I should be able to play some catch up this week. 

I am really looking forward to this week.  I have some great plans. 


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