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What I did today....

1) Got the kids to the bus on time
2) Went back to bed
3) Felt guilty
4) Did two batches of wash
5) Ate Healthy Breakfast
6) Cleaned the walls in the kitchen
7) Texted Lee 100 (approximently) times about the car
8) Called the bank
9) Attempted to make the house payment
10) Text my SIL
11) Took the boys to the park to almost two hours
12) Helped Jake with homework
13) Picked up Victoria
14) Cleaned the stove and inside of oven
15) Made dinner
16) Swept the floor
17) Searched for jobs for Lee
18) Worked five hours it ended up being six
19) Ate unhealthy Lunch
20) Talked to Adult Protection
21) Cried about leaving the kids
22) Text my BFF
23) Talked to the service coordinator regarding Luke

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