One of my friends text me everything happens for a reason. I so disagree. Usually I can find some reason but there is no reason why my little Duke should have been pined under his grandmother's car. I am still struggling with it. I am not the only one. He still won't put any real weight on his right foot. Today was the first day with out meds. Scabs are falling off , right foot is still missing half the skin. I had a revelation about what happened that night I feel like I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that Dukes grandparents on the other side were there. I see it in my mind so vividly how they intervened. It is crazy. It isn't just something I made up in my mind but it is like I was there watching it happen.
It has been a tough week emotionally but somehow life goes on. We contacted our insurance who will be taking care of the medical portion of the bills. So glad I no longer have to worry about that. We will right the other portion out later.
I haven't ran at all since I went to salt lake. Not sure when I will. I am leaving Friday for Phoenix a weekend away from the kids and Lee. I am nervous about leaving them again. But my friends need me and I need her. I need time away from kids from Lee.
I am emotionally drained.
It has been a tough week emotionally but somehow life goes on. We contacted our insurance who will be taking care of the medical portion of the bills. So glad I no longer have to worry about that. We will right the other portion out later.
I haven't ran at all since I went to salt lake. Not sure when I will. I am leaving Friday for Phoenix a weekend away from the kids and Lee. I am nervous about leaving them again. But my friends need me and I need her. I need time away from kids from Lee.
I am emotionally drained.
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