I have been getting on a good night six hours of sleep but it is interrupted on a bad night it is closer to four. Luke has decided sleeping is something that he longer wants to do at night. He goes down fine but then at 2 is awake and then things a few hours of being held is ideal and then he will fall back asleep around 4-430. I have been on the verge of a mental breakdown for the past couple of weeks. There is other reasons for this besides just lack of sleep but that is making it worse. Today after my mom's group both boys crashed at the same time and I got a 2.5 hours nap. It was great. The only reason I finally got out of bed was because I heard "mom" "mom" "mooooom" coming from Andrew's crib. I really could have slept another hour or more. But I will take what I can get and it was fabulous. Naps are great.
This has been a tough week. I worked some extra hours which were only five hour shifts but were still were time away from the kids. Kids are at their breaking point and wether or not they know it they need schedules and some stablness. School starts Tuesday and comments about how people hope my kids dont kill their teachers with COVID is neither helpful or accurate. Plus we had a budget meeting after months of no meetings. In which we found out that we had once again over spent in August. Which could have been stopped if we would have known earlier in the month. I sent $1500 to student loans. Andrew turned eight yesterday and I am so thankful for him. He is become such a deep thinker and asks these amazing questions that I don't always have the answers to. The meds have helped slow him down but he is still crazy Andrew. We upped the medications and it was like he was on speed. He couldn't sleep and was kind of zombie like. Then there has been a few moments wher
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