I have been getting on a good night six hours of sleep but it is interrupted on a bad night it is closer to four. Luke has decided sleeping is something that he longer wants to do at night. He goes down fine but then at 2 is awake and then things a few hours of being held is ideal and then he will fall back asleep around 4-430. I have been on the verge of a mental breakdown for the past couple of weeks. There is other reasons for this besides just lack of sleep but that is making it worse. Today after my mom's group both boys crashed at the same time and I got a 2.5 hours nap. It was great. The only reason I finally got out of bed was because I heard "mom" "mom" "mooooom" coming from Andrew's crib. I really could have slept another hour or more. But I will take what I can get and it was fabulous. Naps are great.
Right now I am feeling all the feels. We had such a great week with my nephew and Jake. The house is louder and has more enegy when all four kids are home. And our nephew is seriously one of favoriate people. He lets the boys hand on him and they just look up to him so muchd. So I am writting because I am not sure what else to do at this pount. I have been applying for a job(s) that I have been inspired to do for a long time. I have been really trying to to step upside of my comfort zone and apply for things that I know I can do although I have never done them before. I have been considering doing some writing and writing a book. I have no desire to be published I just want to be able to start being more creative . I have so many fears about so many things. Missy Kay turned 19 today and Andrew had his first tennis meet of the seaon. I am thankful for my people who show up to support and love us. There was this moment at the meet where one of the parents gave me haug aft...
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