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Disappointing and then Happy Stuff

So many things that are disappointing and then so many good things.  Kids started dance and soccer tonight.  I think it will be a great season for both of them.  Jake has two kids we go to church with on his team.  The first time ever he has known boys on his team.  I am always so grateful for the coaches who take time away from their families to spent time with my son. 

One thing I struggle with more then anything is being lied to.  I am pretty sure why it bothers me perhaps more then the average person but it hurts,  there is one person in my life who lies all the time about the dumbest stuff.  It has been an ongoing issue.  

Then Jake and Victoria both found out that their best friends will not be in their class this year.  Jake has three good friends and they are all is different classes.  Which is good in the sense that all of them won't be together bad in the way that Jake is disappointed.  Victoria's situation is way different her and her friend are very quiet and soft spoken and so it is more of a struggle for them to make new friends. I am glad we found out today instead of waiting until the first day of school.  I just emailed the principal. Uggg....

Anyway tomorrow is the last unofficial day of summer.  I work Thursday-Saturday so tomorrow is going to be the last day I have to play with the kids before Monday.  I am thinking the pool.  I am dreading having to get up early.

There is a a slight chance that the job I was offered I may turn down.  The hours aren't quite what I thought they were going to be.  Once again Uggg....

Andrew is getting healthier thank goodness.  Luke is getting cuter.

I need to post my pics from this summer.  Nap time on Monday perhaps???



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