I should be sleeping. Not sure why I am not. I just spent hours looking at hotels for my trip. Still not sure I am going. Lee thinks I should. Lots of nice hotels with expensive price tags. hotels are so pricy and I am not sure why. Probably because they can be. I could probably get away with only one night but I think I am probably going to book 3. Two nights in Portland and one in Seattle. I told Lee I was going to take the life insurance money and use it for the trip. He said it had to be used on something fun. Okay then I won't take it. Lee at this point has talked me out of renting a car. If it was just for a week I would do it but the cost for the days I am going to be gone is for two weeks. I need to make this trip not about me but about my sister in law and my BFF. I hate she is moving.
I was telling somebody that I did stuff to annoy people and she said that wasn't helpful. But it isn't so much that I do stuff to annoy but I no longer feel the need to hide who I am. Okay I do hide a little bit. Depending on the person I am talking to. We were specifically talking about formula feeding. I was telling some people that Luke was getting formula on occasion but really that isnt totally true. Or maybe it is. Honestly I don't keep track as much as maybe I should. He is healthy and finally after all this time becoming a much happier baby. Plus he is just so adorable.
I am stressing about the surgery. Yet another thing I am sure people think we should not be doing.
It was an amazingly fun weekend. We went zip lining Lee and I went and played disc golf and out to dinner. Lee did a ton on cleaning out the garage today while I was at work. I worked all weekend. It was good despite the crazy stuff that went on. Unexpected death is hard. Telling a family about it is super difficult. All you can say is sorry and what can I do to help.
Already 1:30 should be a good time to go to bed.
I wanted to a blog about May. Maybe when I am spending hours in the waiting room Wednesday.
I was telling somebody that I did stuff to annoy people and she said that wasn't helpful. But it isn't so much that I do stuff to annoy but I no longer feel the need to hide who I am. Okay I do hide a little bit. Depending on the person I am talking to. We were specifically talking about formula feeding. I was telling some people that Luke was getting formula on occasion but really that isnt totally true. Or maybe it is. Honestly I don't keep track as much as maybe I should. He is healthy and finally after all this time becoming a much happier baby. Plus he is just so adorable.
I am stressing about the surgery. Yet another thing I am sure people think we should not be doing.
It was an amazingly fun weekend. We went zip lining Lee and I went and played disc golf and out to dinner. Lee did a ton on cleaning out the garage today while I was at work. I worked all weekend. It was good despite the crazy stuff that went on. Unexpected death is hard. Telling a family about it is super difficult. All you can say is sorry and what can I do to help.
Already 1:30 should be a good time to go to bed.
I wanted to a blog about May. Maybe when I am spending hours in the waiting room Wednesday.
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