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I just noticed that I had written three posts that in ever published.  Short update my kids are amazing. Still adjusting to four.  Lacrosse is so much fun to watch one month left.  Seven weeks left until dance recital and last day of school., still trying to plan a family vacation.  I am pretty sure Yellowstone is out and we are looking at the Oregon coast.  Summer is filling up fast some things I am looking forward to more then others. Luke is smiling more and crying less.  I am taking a class and I got a 97% on my presentation.  I now need to do well on my final paper which is due on Saturday.  I have to testify on Tuesday crossing my fingers the ,other backs out and I don't need to.  Garage sale Memorial Day weekend so I am getting rid of lots.  What doesn't sell will go to goodwill. Love getting rid of stuff.

Pics on camara that I need to download.

Feeling the need to justify every decision i do to family.  Some family members don't like some of the decisions we are making and it is making things difficult for me.  But I can't avoid them so I will deal with it the best I can.

End of update


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