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Best Laid Plans

I had a list of tons of things to get done this weekend.I have been up 90 minutes and I have made great progress.  But....it snowed all night and so while I was thinking about going out shopping with the kids then I am not sure that will happen. 

I have my second batch of wash going, bread baking, Andrew down for a nap, dessert in the fridge for our church party tonight. I still need to keep doing laundry.  I was hoping for 5 to 10 batches today and I am considering trying out a new bread recipe later.   At some point I need to get some cleaning done.  Victoria is going ice skating today so I only have her around for a few more hours.   I am hoping the Christmas tree will go up tomorrow.  I wanted to make some progress on cleaning out the garage but that is at the bottom of the list.

I have our Christmas card done.  I just need Lee's final approval.  I am still working on the Christmas letter.  It has really been a difficult year but nobody really wants to hear about that.  Hopefully that will be done this weekend and I can start mailing out cards Monday. 

We are doing some rearranging of bedrooms today.  I am hoping to get rid of a ton of stuff out of the kids room.  Victoria has ten to fifteen dresses which is insanity.  Plus we just have way too much stuff.

Also I have to get my license renewed this weekend or I am at risk of losing my job at the hospital. 

I went out to dinner last night with my mom and sister to celebrate birthdays.  My sister mentioned that she didn't feel like shopping this year.  I think everybody feels like that.  I did get some presents shipped out but there are still a few I need to do.  Plus I need to find something for Lee's birthday and Christmas.

Lee and I are still discussing if I will return to work after this baby.  We just see things so differently. 

I guess that is all for now.  Off to get some more done before I totally lose all energy.  


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