Weirdness in Fasting

So weird story....

On Sunday I was fasting about something. There are some changes that I need to make in my life and I was fasting about that. Then it hit me. Something TOTALLY unrelated to what I was fasting about smacked me in the face. Out of the blue the spirit told me something so strongly and so suddenly that it honestly took me a moment to regain my thought process.

Of course Lee was out of town so there was nobody to discuss my randomness with.

Funny story...My BFF text me today and told me that the missionaries stopped by her house and her husband who was outside told them they weren't interested. My friend told him that he should have let them in that she had dishes that needed to be done. I have told her several times that missionaries need to do service and she of all people needs it.

Of all the things I have done wrong in my life. I feel this friendship is one of the right things I have done. I am not sure they will ever become Mormon but I think me along with my family have hopefully given my friend hope that there is good Mormons out there. She hasn't had experience with alot of good non-judging LDS people.

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