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Weekend randomness

I am shocked to find myself still pregnant.  I have been having "signs" for a week now and still no baby.  Which is good because I really wanted to go to a party tonight.  The baby will be induced on Tuesday if he doesn't make a grand entrance by then.  I know lots of people have strong feelings about inducing I know that I do.  Plus the funny thing is if it wasn't for this one thing then I would not be inducing.  Although I am huge and it hurts to walk and I hate waking up every night at two to throw up I am really not in a hurry to get the baby out. I know it seems weird but it makes sense to Lee and I and that is all that matters.

Jake has his football jamboree today.  He said he was worried I would go into labor there.  I told him it would be great because BSU is just a few blocks from the hospital which is a few blocks from my sister's house.  All will be good. 

Today is scheduled to be be busy.  We have a clothing swap this morning, jamboree this afternoon and tonight I have a party.  Lee said that he wants to go to his cousin's after I get home. 

Jake is getting more and more excited about football although he still isn't sure if he wants to play next year and Victoria is so excited for dance to start again.  She is such a natural performer.

Anyway off to do laundry and then head to the clothing swap.

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