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I am working 17 days straight.    I am seven days in and I already feeling it.  I am tired and on edge and with Lee working all next week I am hoping that I can keep my patience with the kids.  It would be nice if I could sleep a good night sleep but that isn't happening.   

At the end of the 17 days then we will be on vacation.  So that is good.  The kids start swimming lessons tomorrow.  Jake isn't very excited but I think he will be fine once he gets there.  I am sad that I am missing the first day but I am hoping to make to part of the second. 

I had lunch today with a coworker at the hospital.  She asked me if I would be willing to work for them some while I was on leave from the state.  Well yes I would.  She said in October she was going on vacation.  October is already quickly being booked up.  We were planning a family trip as well as football season and Lee maybe a running a marathon out of state. And it looks like I may be going to Seattle as well. I am sure something will give.

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