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The begining and the end

Lee officially started his job today.  Which means he will be around less to help, less family time and more money.  I am really going to have to step up my game in order to keep the house functioning. 

It is also the end of another dance year.  Victoria's recital is in a few hours and she is excited.  She has been telling everybody this is her "big day."

I am glad we are taking a few months off of sports.  Swimming lessons do start in a few weeks though.  But those will be short lived.

I have lots of pictures to post and now that Lee is gone every night I should be able to post them on here. 

I keep hoping that things will calm down but it looks like the summer will be nearly as busy as the school year. 

Lee's sister will be in Seattle and we won't be able to go up and see her.  I am disappointed however there is just no way for us to make it.  I don't think that everybody will and can understand why.

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