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Weekly Update

For the first time in about six weeks I threw up in the middle of the day.  I throw up every morning.  I am hoping today was some sort of fluke.  Plus most days I take medication.  So I am sure that has something to do with helping.

Soccer went well. Every kid on Jake's team made a goal.  Having an extra kid wasn't bad.  Logan is a great kid.  The kids were struggling this weekend.  They usually have their moments but this weekend they had more moments then normal.  They are great kids but I think me being sick is taking its toll on the family.  My good days are good and I get a ton done.  But then the bad days are bad. 

This week is another busy week.  Watch week at dance, play tomorrow, birthday party for a relative on Saturday which we may or may not attend but we did get a babysitter just in case.  Even we don't go to the party we will still go out.

We have started buying for the baby.  Hard to believe we are starting all over again. 

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