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Suprize

So excited about my surprize   this weekend.  I can't tell anybody what it is.  :)  Yes I am evil like that.  So many people are playing a role.   SO SO EXCITED!!!!

The hospital just died out.  We sent a ton a patients out the door and now I am done "working" for the day but I need to stick around just in case I am needed.  Hoping to leave at four.   I have so much to do at home and I want to make it to the mall for a new phone. 

I had a doctor's appointment yesterday.  Back to the good news/bad news.  The bad news is I was so stressed I almost threw up on the nurse the good news is that I didn't.  :)  Okay there is more to it then that.   More follow up on January 17th. 

So grateful for a friend who totally stepped up to the plate and helped me out. 

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