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Emotional Long Couple of Days

12-20 I had a doctor's appointment which was good and bad.  Good because she explained that I had a valid reason for the pain I was having although there was not much they could do about and bad because we still have no answers and I have to go back in a few weeks.  I starting to wonder if my new boss thinks he made a good decision.

12-21 New appointment is set for Wednesday in the morning,  Hoping it goes well because Lee will be in Kamiah for the week.  I shattered my phone today.  It was only the glass and it is frustrating because it did not fall that far and because there was a very expensive case on it.  The case was suppose to be top of the line and protect the phone.  Since everything else works I am thinking I may just go get the glass fixed. 

I got some bad news regarding my (almost) old supervisor.  She has cancer but she isn't sure how bad it is. This is a person who gives and gives to others and now she has nobody that can step up and help her. 

Lee is out with some friends watching a movie.  He spent most of his birthday cleaning the house which is nice to go into the holidays with a clean house.

It is has been a very emotional day.  I am ready to call it a night but I want to wait up for Lee.  Although it won't be his birthday when he gets back home. 

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