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As the weekend comes to an end...

The kids watch way more TV then they normally do on Sunday.  That is because we have no TV rule on Sunday.  But this day was way off.  We didn't go to church and then Lee went to help my sister and his cousin with a projects that took up most of the afternoon.  I got a headache that made me want to throw up.  I still made apple butter and dinner.  Well apple butter is still cooking.  It is so an all day project.  But my house smells so good.  We took the kids window shopping for houses.  There were some really nice ones that we walked in. We have no intention of moving.  We love this house.  The payment is is relatively low. 

Lee got an offer to go up and help my dad on his cabin but we are not sure if it is going to work.  The good thing is I am off on Friday the bad thing is I would have to be off of work on Thursday in time to get the kids.  Not sure if that would work.  

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