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Alone Time

I am missing Jake's soccer game I am really sad about.  His dad and grandfather will be there but Tori had to be picked up from the primary practice at 11:15 and the game starts at 11.  So by the time I would get to Caldwell the game would be over. So I am enjoying the 45 minutes I have to myself.  I have found a new show that intregues me.  Lee isn't a fan so maybe it is a good thing there are only a few more eposides left.  Plus I have been feeling under the weather the past week.  I am so tired of being sick but who knows when when it will end. 

Next week we should be getting some news although it is the same news we thought we would get this week.

I am really uncomfortable with some things that are going on right now.  But I think it is just more uncertainity then anything.

My kids are doing so well in school now.  We have parent teacher conferences in a few weeks.  So hopefully we will get glowing reviews from the teachers.  I think it helps being in the school helping out.  

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