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Way too much!

Okay we watched way too much tv today.  But we also washed and folded four batches of wash.  We also cleaned the kitchen, made cookies and cooked a great dinner and mowed the back yard. All while Lee was gone.  We also had a soccer game and went shopping in downtown Boise.  I love being in downtown, 

Lee came home with all sorts of news.  Divorce, babies, new relationships, and the list goes on.  I am glad he is back to go to church with me.  It will be the first time in two years we have been able to go to classes together.  Hopefully the lessons will be as good as last week.  It is also the first time in almost five years that I haven't had to prepare a lesson before going to church. 

Lee got some information in Kamiah that made my heart hurt.  I think it was because I keep hearing it over and over and I feel left out.  Although I am excited for the family I am sad at the same time.  I am considering writing a whole post on it but I think it will come across offensive so I will just leave those thoughts to myself for the time being. Maybe in the next few months I will write about it. 

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