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Work Boredom

I am at the hospital for another 20 minutes.  It was a really slow day.  I am pretty sure Saturday will be choas.  They usually are.  Sundays are 50-50 shot of pure choas or pure boredom.  Things at work at an all time low.  There have been several decsions made that impact employees in a negative way.  But now I am not sure I will be able to leave.  I am thinking picking up another part time job would be better at least for another year.  I am hoping my degree posts soon so that I can apply for a very specific job. 

I just got done working out with Boot Camp Biggest Loser Style.  I am  feeling under the weather so I got worn out much quicker then I thought I would have.   I am hoping to lose some weight or at least tone up.  Lee is running a marathon in October and although I will not be running with him I want to get in shape as well.

We went to sushi with Lee's cousins it was great.  Lee's cousin bought a house right across the street from us and his other cousin put in an offer on a house in the same neighborhood as his sister.

Anyway I leave in just over two weeks for Seattle.  Super excited. 

One week until the kids start school.  I am having a hard time that they are growing up. 

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