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Inspiration....

Sometimes we get so wrapped in what we want that can not hear the spirit talking to us.  Other times I think that there is a plan that we don't understand because we can't see the big picture we can not see eternity as clearly as God. 

There was an experience that happened this week.  I won't share it because well because I won't.  But what I thought was going to happened didn't.  But there was so much inspiration and when it did not turn out that way we planned then I thought maybe our inspiration was wrong.  Now that I have had a few days to clear my head about the whole situation I very much believe that it happened the way it was suppose to.  There were so many tears over this,  It is my hope that through time that lives will rebuild that this won't be the end.  

Though Lee and I have had so much criticism over a few things.  Two  stand out right at the moment.  But those two decisions were such blessings when we did it the way we felt was right, 

I have a post regarding the past crazy week,  I am hoping to get some pics with it before I post it.

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