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That was fun.  I am done.  I have managed to be a single mom for two days.  Yup I am done.  The fun hasn't even started.  Jake's homework isn't done for Monday.  The house is a semi-mess.  Our room is the worst.  Jake starts t-ball in the next few weeks.

Daycare went much better today for me and the kids.  

Lee is coming home tonight.  He will be home every Thursday night.  That means day care for only three days a week and every other week Jake will be in school all of those days. 

I am still going to figure out how the money situation will work out.  I am thinking of setting up another account and just having Lee deposit all of the money into that one and then spend it how he sees fit.  Once the job ends we will just take the money and pay off some bills.  Dream land. 

The stress is getting to me.  I can't sleep and I am eating one maybe two meals a day. 

The kids have been pretty great.  They are so sweet. 

I need to start posing more pictures on here. 

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