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What I did instead of addressing annoucements.....

I have been here before.  As a matter of fact I have been here four times before.  Not sure why this time is so different yet so the same.  It is hard to think that I may have to let go.  I may have to move quicker then I want.  We decided on a month.  But now I am thinking more like six.  Six months should be good.  I will be done with school and my license.  It will be warm and sunny.  Okay it is decided six months.  Pretty sure it won’t happen like I want like I plan. 

Funny what a possible move to Utah did.  So not looking forward to several months of a single mom but it will work out.  I found a day care.  I love the day care.  If my kids have to go some where I would choose this place.  It is expensive but I have been in it several times would feel comfortable with my children attending there.  Lee told me today what I already knew.  Still hard to handle. 

I spent 20 minutes on the phone today trying to figure out where our tax refund was.  They explained they needed more information.  Really?   I am so not in the mood to track down a piece of paper.  Maybe Lee can take care of it tomorrow. 

I told somebody at work something today.  Funny thing that if things go differently then we planned I can just say she was confused.  :)  She sometimes talks when she shouldn't.   

Licensing paper work is done. Now I have just have to sit and wait for approval.  I was going to start my comprehensive exams this week.  That so did not happen.  It needs to start soon.

A few announcements have gone out.  Now I just need to send out about 40 more. I addressed six more tonight.  I am hoping my mom sends those addresses soon. 

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