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Well Something is Normal...

My blood work from yesterday showed that I  am normal.  Good and bad.  Good because I am  normal bad because it would require more tests to determine what is causing all of this.  More tests means more money and time.  Both things I don't have extra of.  So I am a little off balance. It is part of the charm  :)

Lee didn't end up going to Utah because the roads were so bad.  Sometimes things just don't work out as planned.It kind of worked out because my mom didn't come over to the house that right at this moment looks like a tornado came thought it.  Hopefully Lee and the kids can get some things done while I am at work and school.

Lee just texted me and said he was hoping for a hectic free weekend with just the family.  Not sure if that will happen but it would be nice.  The weather should be bad so it might be a good movie watching and laundry folding a couple of days.

I just hit the jackpot on my paper.  I found a few really good references.  I know my professor is going to rip it apart.  But it is only a rough draft and I feel much better about this chapter then I did the first one.  It is like at the last moment a light bulb went on and the words just started coming. 

I think Pandora helped.  She is my new Best Friend.  I love listening to music when I and this is so amazing I can switch so easily with just a few commercials. 

I am off to see a child who may or may not becoming back into foster care next after only few months home with his mother after three plus years in foster care.  If I could I would take this kid home with me.  I adore him and what is even better is he adores me. 

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