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Answers to unsaid prayers

Lee left Saturday (early) it was a long weekend but we made it through and had some good times.  Several weeks ago I committed to picking up half of a shift tonight and working 6-11.  My sister had offered to come over put the boys in bed and then leave and the older kids could get themselves in bed.  We don’t need the money I was just doing it as a favor because my coworker worked the first half of my shift so I could attend the primary program.  Karma
And all of that.  My mom is only in town a few days between trips and offered to bring over dinner.  I was stressed about the whole thing but I knew it would all turn out okay.  Lee told me to lower my standards and if the house was standing and the kids were alive well then the night was a success.

A few hours before I was suppose to leave for work I got a text saying don’t bother.  At that moment I felt relieved.  I felt as though God had known what I needed and what the kids needed even though I didn’t.  My kids needed me home tonight.
 It has been a while since I felt so strongly that God knew what I needed.   So long since I felt his intervention.

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