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Random Thoughts (super random)







1). Lacrosse is my favorite sport to watch
2). I can't wait for the kids to be out for summer
3). Victoria has become such an amazing dancer I  so excited for the recital
4). My favorite thing about Jake is how affectionate he is
5). I love that Lee is sharing our love of books with the big kids
6). I think I  going to sign the kids up for a Vacation Bible School
7) Big kids are planning on doing their first Triathlon this summer
8) I think I  going to have to get a full time job just to pay for food the way the kids eat these days.  :)
9) Rain storm was nice tonight despite the fact hours later I am still not warm
10). I am still struggling with a few relationships 
11) I try not to be but I  still bitter about Lukes accident 
12). I am considering giving up my PRN job 
13) I truely love hanging out with my kids theyare really amazing people
14) I also really love just hanging out with Lee he is a pretty great guy 
15). Lee really needs a new job his is just too much for lots of reasons
16). Not every thing happens for a reason
17) I am sad Andrew is growing up and losing his toddlerness
18). I  am so glad Luke is losing his babiness
19). Living near family has its pros and cons
20). My life is pretty amazing and everyday I am greatful for all that we have been given

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