Today was draining. One of those days where you wish you could just redo them. Our family has been going through a trial which at this time I am going to keep private. It started in July we figured it was going better and now clear that it isn't going better. I am not sure if it ever will. This is in addition to the cancer. We are fighting through it but it appears to be a losing battle and I just don't have the energy to care any more. Yes that makes me a horrible person but I really need to focus energy on good happy things.
This has been a tough week. I worked some extra hours which were only five hour shifts but were still were time away from the kids. Kids are at their breaking point and wether or not they know it they need schedules and some stablness. School starts Tuesday and comments about how people hope my kids dont kill their teachers with COVID is neither helpful or accurate. Plus we had a budget meeting after months of no meetings. In which we found out that we had once again over spent in August. Which could have been stopped if we would have known earlier in the month. I sent $1500 to student loans. Andrew turned eight yesterday and I am so thankful for him. He is become such a deep thinker and asks these amazing questions that I don't always have the answers to. The meds have helped slow him down but he is still crazy Andrew. We upped the medications and it was like he was on speed. He couldn't sleep and was kind of zombie like. Then there has been a few moments wher
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