People love to ask if we are excited about another baby and if we are excited we are having a boy. Ummmm....Yes is the most political correct answer. Although truthfully we are not over the moon excited, I am still a little bitter that four years to the month that we decided we wanted a third baby we are finally getting him. I am still holding my breath that this pregnancy will go full term. And well Lee doesn't get excited until after the baby is born. He never has. And that is fine. He doesn't need to.
Words can not expressed the range of emotions I am feeling at the moment. One week ago we had it all planned out. Then Covid happened. And the whole world was suddenly on hold. Kids had school Monday but then have been out for ten days and are scheduled to return on the 20th of April. However most people think that is unlikely. My heart is breaking for graduating seniors. We cancelled our trip to Zion which may have happened any way because it was calling for snow. I hope we will rise from this stronger but right now I feel like curling up in a ball and crying. Lee now has work at home options since we have not been put on "lockdown" at this point although several other areas and cities across the county including a few in Idaho have been. I try and look for the good. Healthy kids, good weather, lots of projects we put off being completed. But some moments it feels like we are missing on so much. We did church at ho...
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