People love to ask if we are excited about another baby and if we are excited we are having a boy. Ummmm....Yes is the most political correct answer. Although truthfully we are not over the moon excited, I am still a little bitter that four years to the month that we decided we wanted a third baby we are finally getting him. I am still holding my breath that this pregnancy will go full term. And well Lee doesn't get excited until after the baby is born. He never has. And that is fine. He doesn't need to.
L:ong story short I came across something that made we want to add back to this. Not sure why but hwere we go. Life is constantly chaning and I feel so mnuch surround bu death lately. Not diredctly although I fee like that is coming but more just heartbreak for so many around me. Yesterday Victoria quailfied for state. It was an answer to a prayer. I prayed she would qualify and felt strongly she would. As we left her away at the meet she was certain as were we that she hadn't qualified and then the clouds parted and she will be able to run. She told me she prayed that she would have a good last high school race. and her last race was not grea. There were tears. And rears when she called me to tell me she qualified. So rad trip to ther side of teh state next weekend Wednesday Jake is going through the temple. So many mixed feelings for so many reasons. I shouldn't expect people to show up but sometimes it is just so hard when my mom is the only "church...
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