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Happiness all around

Today while I was at work I noticed one of my sister in laws was online.  We have had minimal contact for various reasons but we actually had a good chat. She stated something to me that I have been thinking for a while.  I have heard other family members say the same thing.  I am much closer to the situation so I have to keep my mouth shut and just deal the best way I can.    The person in the situation knows that they are that way so I guess that is all I can say.  Also I was able to share with my sister in law some information and she was very happy for me. It is nice to have people genuinely be happy for what we are doing in our lives. 

I had a good productive day at work.  I found something over the weekend that I have been looking for for months.  Now I need to use it.

I think I have my groove back.  Back to helping around the house back to cleaning and organizing. Not sure how long it will last. 

Still waiting for the doctor's appointment on Wednesday. It would be helpful if Lee thought it was nothing but he just isn't sure. 

Jake is writing his Valentines for the party tomorrow.  Victoria started a new class today and will get two Valentine's parties.  Plus she got a "100" party today at school.  She seems to be adjusting to the new class but time will tell for sure. 

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