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Change...OOPS Just kidding.

Maybe one day I will get around to discussing the whole thing. I thought some thing was going to happen that would have been a change for good.  At least I would have thought so but then it all kind of unraveled and now I am not sure what is going to happen.  It was disappointing because it would have been a good change. 

Since Monday I have been getting up and working out.  It isn't for a long time but long enough to get the blood flowing and to start my day.  I have also started reading scriptures and praying in the morning.  I have been drinking a ton of water too.  Plus by getting up early I can start the wash pick up the house and just enjoy a quiet moment.  There is a down side which is I get so tired at night.  Last night I was out on call until after 11 and then spent some time with Lee before calling it a night at 12:30.  I was still up at six   I am considering a half marathon in May.  I won't start training until January but I want to be in pretty good shape when I start training.  Only two more months until the end of the year. 

Why do people keep asking the same question over and over again? The answer will not change.

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