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I have 20 posts that I never finished for one reason or another.  Mostly because I am sure that they will offend somebody.

Lee's friend is coming into town tonight and will be staying until Sunday when Lee will head back to Tri-Cities with him and then come back on Monday.  I know it doesn't make a whole of sense to most people. But I don't owe people an explanation So I am trying to think of fun things for the kids and I to do but I am thinking that we will probably hang out at home after the soccer game maybe the kids will play with the neighbors.  I want to do some major decluttering in the kitchen.  After all that is my zone for this week and I have done nothing.  Hopefully I can get the little people to help. 

I want to try to make some stuffed crust pizza this weekend but we will have to see how that works. 

We have decided to stay here for Thanksgiving.  There are lots of reasons but time off is an issue as it the fact that Victoria would like to preform at the festival of trees this year again.  I think we limited to one performance probably the Boise one. 

I think we finally got Jake to come up with an idea for his Halloween costume.  Now we need some black leggings for Victoria and we will be good to go.  Victoria HATES wearing pants so she is going to have to start wearing more leggings as the weather gets colder.   She seems okay with it and today was the first day she wore them and she looked super cute.  She is anti warm tights as well because they are itchy.  Hard to disagree with that. Somebody told me that leggings don't belong in church but they don't get an opinion on what my daughter wears. 

The kids started something called Fab Five today.  Then had a ton of fun.

One thing about the hospital is that although it has low lows just like CPS unlike the state they usually only last a day.  But that is because I am only there once a month.  It will be nice when we are out of debt and the hospital money will become play money for things like vacations, 

We should be getting answers next week to some major questions.  But for now we are just living day to day.  

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