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"Men of God" or maybe not

I should be working.  But I am taking a break.  I get so frustrated when men who claim to be men of God are not.  I don’t understand it.  I do not understand how these men can be called and hold callings and then do things that are less then righteous.  Do people ever see through them and just not say anything?  Or did people really not know? How can God call these men to positions when they are committing such horrible sins?  How can he leave them in those roles where they are counsel others on their sins when they are sinning as well?  It is frustrating to watch. 

I am also frustrated when people claim the victim role.  Well it was okay for me to X, Y and Z because this person does this.  That is so not how it works. Pretty sure when we get to judgment day the question will not be what did others do?

The events of the past week make me happy that I do not live in a small town.  I like that I can disappear in a bigger town.  


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