12 years ago today I met Lee's extended family. It was at wedding. The couple is no longer married which doesn't really matter. For a moment today I stopped and thought about that day. The day when Lee's aunt yelled at me although she never met me before. I thought about the couple who was married and had their whole lives in front of them. I thought about how quickly life can change direction. I thought about meeting Lee's cousin's wife (now ex) and how after that encounter Lee mentioned his family was like the mob. I have pondered that over and over through out the years. It is true in more ways then one. Now that I have been a part of the family for over a decade I realize they are like the mob but once you are in you are in. I have grown to adore the family. I love how fun they are I love how truly generous they are. I love how when push comes to shove I know most of them would be there for me. I never in a million years guessed 12 years from that day this is where I would be. But here I am and I am loving it.
Right now I am feeling all the feels. We had such a great week with my nephew and Jake. The house is louder and has more enegy when all four kids are home. And our nephew is seriously one of favoriate people. He lets the boys hand on him and they just look up to him so muchd. So I am writting because I am not sure what else to do at this pount. I have been applying for a job(s) that I have been inspired to do for a long time. I have been really trying to to step upside of my comfort zone and apply for things that I know I can do although I have never done them before. I have been considering doing some writing and writing a book. I have no desire to be published I just want to be able to start being more creative . I have so many fears about so many things. Missy Kay turned 19 today and Andrew had his first tennis meet of the seaon. I am thankful for my people who show up to support and love us. There was this moment at the meet where one of the parents gave me haug aft...
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