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Sick Stress and Surgery

Whether or not I get my degree now hangs in limbo.  I will get it i know I will.  I guess it would have been more appropriate to say when I get my degree is up to a few professors who feel as though I did not do what I suppose to do.  I am so upset about it.  But there is another student in the same boat as me. 

My mom had surgery yesterday.  She is in quite a bit of pain.  My dad had to leave town so she is home alone at least until my sister gets there. We went over not sure how much help we were.  The kids were grouchy.   This is the second surgery in four months.

Now I am throwing up.  Hope I didn't give whatever I have to my mom.  Although that isn't possible. I need to feel better so Utah won't be so rough.  Camping and throwing up seems way too much.  Lee and I reached an agreement on some events in Utah.  He is so amazing. He won't push me and I won't whine.  :)  I am so looking forward to Utah. Our list of things to do is way too long. But we are going to have a blast.   

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