A good work out is so good for depression. Not like I am depressed just more in a funk. Lee got me Zumba for the Wii. But then I found out I was pregnant so workouts went to the back burner where it has been for the past two years thanks to grad school. So I just did the Zumba workout tonight and I loved it. What is even better then me loving it is the kids loved doing it with me. I just wish I could find the motivation to get up in the morning because when I do work out in the morning it makes my day go so much better. I am not really worried about what the scale says I just want to be able to fit back into my jeans again. I am drinking a ton of water too. Due to the things that I have happened over this past week my body hasn't reacted well. I won't give the details but I am hoping working out, drinking water and getting the house under control will have an impact on me physically and emotionally. I have a lot of stress lately. Lee being gone, final exams and my licensing exam plus there is my two classes I need to do well in. I know what I need to do and how to do it now I just need to do it.
Right now I am feeling all the feels. We had such a great week with my nephew and Jake. The house is louder and has more enegy when all four kids are home. And our nephew is seriously one of favoriate people. He lets the boys hand on him and they just look up to him so muchd. So I am writting because I am not sure what else to do at this pount. I have been applying for a job(s) that I have been inspired to do for a long time. I have been really trying to to step upside of my comfort zone and apply for things that I know I can do although I have never done them before. I have been considering doing some writing and writing a book. I have no desire to be published I just want to be able to start being more creative . I have so many fears about so many things. Missy Kay turned 19 today and Andrew had his first tennis meet of the seaon. I am thankful for my people who show up to support and love us. There was this moment at the meet where one of the parents gave me haug aft...
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