Too stressed and anxious to sleep. Questions in my mind. What if it goes well? Could I really come back to this place? What would we do? What would I do? Could the kids handle it? Could I handle it? It could be worse. It isn't too far. Doctors? Dance class? Soccer? Could I really do it? Is it better then the unknown? We would not be alone. Questions with no answers at this point. Just a lot of what if. Lee doesn't like what ifs. Deal with it when we get there. If we never get there all the worries were for nothing. Wishing I could be more like that.
The governor came out on Wednesday and ordered a lock down. It seems like a good idea and will not changed our lives all that much. We did decided that we would only go to the grocery store once a week we went last Friday. We will go tomorrow which means it will be nine days. Kids haven't been in a store in weeks. Lots of time in the garden and working on yard projects. It has been good and bad. More family time and less running around. But lack of structure over the past two weeks has been tough. Tomorrow would be the day the kids start back to school. It is likely they won't be going back at all this year. Victoria will be the most effected. No eighth grade graduation likely The school could decide to bring back just eighth and 12th graders. Either way they are all out until 4/20. "distance learning" will start for the kids on 4/13. Which is another reason I think they will end the schoo...
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