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Doctors know nothing.

Today was my follow up doctors appointment.  Yup still nothing.  The doctor checked some things but wants me back for more blood work.  She said everything looks good and she came up with 101 reasons why things are going the way they are.  Funny thing she didn't agree with Lee's hypothesis. So I have to go back to Boise on Wednesday.  My insurance may not cover the tests so I may call it good and start over when we have more money.  Although with close to six figures in student loans who knows when we will have more money.

We are leaving Friday for Washington.  We won't be back until Tuesday.  There will be racquetball, ice skating, adults only dinner out, fixing a lap top and just spending a nice weekend with friends.  

A week from tomorrow I have chapter two due for my thesis.  Really struggling this time around with ideas and getting the whole thing pulled together.  I need to be able to focus and just start writing but it just isn't that simple. 
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