Skip to main content

Weekends and Healing

So our weekend was fun packed.  One adventure after another.  Lee was unable to attend and I know the kids felt it.  We are all have fallen into a funk.  I am hoping the pain eases and we can move on.  Our weekend plans are in the air and I am voting we don't go to visit family this weekend and stay home. We should find out some news this week.  Good or bad, life will move on. Although at this point "good news" could be bad and "bad news" could be good

I am slowly losing control of the house.  With Lee unable to help with anything the house looks like a tornado came through.  Most of my time is spent getting things for Lee and/or the kids and trying to get some homework done.  I went to work this morning and now some how there is pink milk flavoring all over the upstairs bathroom . 

I am pretty sure that we won't be going to Kamiah which is disappointing.  But we will be able to focus on Lee healing and dejunking the house as well as cleaning. If we don't go up there we may have company here.  Which Lee said he would love to have. I need to catch up on homework this week.  There is no class this week which is super nice. 

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

This week was a Struggle

This has been a tough week. I worked some extra hours which were only five hour shifts but were still were time away from the kids. Kids are at their breaking point and wether or not they know it they need schedules and some stablness. School starts Tuesday and comments about how people hope my kids dont kill their teachers with COVID is neither helpful or accurate. Plus we had a budget meeting after months of no meetings. In which we found out that we had once again over spent in August. Which could have been stopped if we would have known earlier in the month. I sent $1500 to student loans. Andrew turned eight yesterday and I am so thankful for him. He is become such a deep thinker and asks these amazing questions that I don't always have the answers to. The meds have helped slow him down but he is still crazy Andrew. We upped the medications and it was like he was on speed. He couldn't sleep and was kind of zombie like. Then there has been a few moments wher
Post a Comment
Read more

The one you feed...

A few weeks ago Lee text me this story.  One evening, an elderly cherokee brave told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. he said "my son, the battle is between two 'wolves' inside us all. one is evil. it is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. the other is good. it is joy, peace love, hope serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." the grandson though about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "which wolf wins?..." the old cherokee simply replied, "the one that you feed"  One I have heard 100 times but one that I needed at that moment although I didn't know it.  There have been several situations that have happened these past few weeks and I keep thinking of that story and I have to remind myself which wolf I am feeding. There
Post a Comment
Read more