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Sometimes....

Sometimes I just wonder why people do what they do.  I won't go into details but some people honestly drive me crazy because they don't think before they act. It isn't like they are trying to be mean I just think they are self-absorbed.  They don't think about others.

Today was just one of those days.  It was a struggle at work to accomplish anything.  But I did get some things done.  I really feel as though I got put in the middle of something between another state and the foster parents.  I agreed with the foster parents but I couldn't tell them what to do.  The foster parents ended up making the decision that I preferred.  I think there are going to be some very mad people tomorrow but oh well I will deal with it on Wednesday.

Tuesday...
I love having Tuesdays off.  Today I am going to the post office and doing some cleaning.   I might even get a few chapters of new book read. Plus I ended up not being able to go to campus yesterday due to an oncall issue so I will need to go tonight to work on some serious homework and maybe my thesis.

I feel lousy. It isn't shocking but considering all that is going on.  I really want to crawl back into bed.  But I need to get Jake to school.  Maybe I can nap during "quiet time."   My sister offered me one of her guest passes at the gym so as soon as I get Jake dropped off I am going to go work out.  I am sure that it will help my stress level a great deal and I may join.  Their gym is right up the street and open 24 hours a day. 

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