Out of the blue sometimes it hits me. It was two years ago this month I miscarriage. The due date was in October. I would have had a year and half year old running around here. Sometimes I think about it and think there is no way I could do that again. 18 month old children are so full of energy well mine were. Which is a good thing. It means they are healthy and active. But it is hard because of the constant supervision. Even though it has been two years I still struggle with certain family members because of that night. I struggle with the lack of support. I slid into a dark place and I felt as though I was alone. People around me would say the dumbest things. All I could think was really? Somebody trying to help ( I think) said something that still to this day I found so clueless that it bothers me still. There were people who I thought should have been there but never were. But those same peop...
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