Too stressed and anxious to sleep. Questions in my mind. What if it goes well? Could I really come back to this place? What would we do? What would I do? Could the kids handle it? Could I handle it? It could be worse. It isn't too far. Doctors? Dance class? Soccer? Could I really do it? Is it better then the unknown? We would not be alone. Questions with no answers at this point. Just a lot of what if. Lee doesn't like what ifs. Deal with it when we get there. If we never get there all the worries were for nothing. Wishing I could be more like that.
Lee, Nat, Jakers, Tori, Drew and Lukey