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Carpe Diem

I wrote about it on Facebook but more and more I feel so blessed to be able to be home with the boys. Although I am dealing with a crazy teething sick baby and a three year old who has decided that the world revolves around him.I really do love being at home.  Although as Lee pointed out I am never home.  Which is not totally true.  I try to make it a point to be home for nap time every day.

Chances are I will probably never stop working completely although when Luke is in school full time I may try to find a different job.  Maybe subbing a few days a week right now the day care would be half what I get paid a day so not worth it.  Maybe I will stay working for St Al's just less hours and drop to PRN.  Since I would get paid so much more working at the hospital then the school.

Jake had his first soccer game Saturday and did very well.  The other team had three subs while we only had one and our boys were tired towards the end but they did very well.  They won 6-2.

I registered for a half marathon.  My goal is to finish and not to throw up. 

This week is insane.  We have something every night and some nights we have two or three things going on.  But I am going to have to slow down at some point.  Sunday is the primary program. Next year will be the only year we will have three children in the program.

 I have a little boy in my class that I really struggle with.  He is changeling and I don't always know how to deal with him.  But, I think things are better.  They seemed better today.  Plus, I think it makes it worse when I am not there. Today he came to church with no shoes.  I know part of his issues is environmental but I can't do anything about that.  He is sweet. 

Kids seem to be doing well in school.  They are enjoying going to school and all the "extras" that are going with it.  I am still struggling to get into a schedule with cleaning and such. I always have such great intentions but then the day gets away from me.  But most everything else is falling into place.

I download all the pictures off my camera and now I have just to get them on to here and printed.  I have deleted a ton of pictures and still have more to get through. 







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