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Tonight I was going to go to a church function.  But I ended up sick. Jake was sick as well so he curled up with me and watch Cake Boss.  If I didn't have to teach tomorrow I would probably not even go to church.  Depending on how tomorrow goes I may send Lee solo. We will see.  I just found out that our taxes were denied.  Either because I type in my kids social wrong or my w-2 was wrong. I thought I was half done with the chapter two which is due on Friday.  Turns out the professor wants 20 pages.  Which means Monday, Wednesday I will be in the computer lab.  I am thinking that when everybody is asleep I will be doing some homework in the business center at the hotel.   I have the information I just need to get into the paper.  It is a rough draft that if I can get written in the format it should be then I should be able to at least get a passing grade out of it.  

Now that I am I home on Saturdays then the house is getting cleaner.  Every Saturday the kids get up and we do an hour worth of chores.  If they whine I tack on five minutes every offense.  One child cleaned for one hour and one got 10 minutes added. 

Next week will fly by and then the next week I am at the hospital one day.  Which means my Tuesday chores will not happen and I feel even more pressure on Saturday.  I guess two weeks in a row that will happen.  I just picked up another shift in April which gives me four in April.  Lee and I were discussing what to do with the hospital money.  I have some ideas but just not sure.  We shall see what will happen when I get the money.  Our two options are save it or pay off debt.  Pros and Cons on each side for sure. 

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