The Six of Us

I wrote a post and decided to wait.  This week has been rough more for Lee then me.  It looks as though in the next week or so he will be heading to Washington.  Death and dying is so hard.  Lee made a comment about how glad he is that he believes in life after death. It makes death a little easier to handle for him.  This whole situation has made Lee decide we need to plan our funerals. Plus we still need to get our wills done.  Once again the struggle is who to leave the kids with,  we can't agree.  Plus I figured out that I need more life insurance on me.  While I was writing this the song not sure the name but it says "if today was your last day..." So true.   We did get some good news.  Which I think will make things in the long run change drastically.  Although I may be wrong. 

I hurt. Not sure I am going to make it another almost 100 days. Ready for bed hoping the phone doesn't ring at two in the morning. Some guy called and was mad I wouldn't respond right this moment. Yea that is what the police do not me. People have no clue

The doctor's appointment well.  I am off all restrictions and it doesn't look as like I will need surgery after all.  Lee and I are now discussing having more children.  Who knows how that will ever work out.  If I could only get him to discuss names.  :) It was a fabulous weekend.  I had to go into the office today which is something I don't like to do on the weekends but there was something that had to be done for court tomorrow.  Jake had his final soccer game for a year.  I really like soccer and I am sure I will like it better then watching his football games.   We bought a new couch,  We have spend months searching for one that we felt we could afford and one we agreed on.  We found one that is a sofa sleeper that was exactly what we needed at a price we felt good about.  My student loans reduced their monthly payment which is great,  There was no way we could take on the amount they wanted us to.  I h...

I am struggling with my parents. Things are getting worse and now I am stressing although that isn't helpful. I am also stressing an appointment I have tomorrow in part because my mom will have the kids.

I am looking at hotels for a trip in October.  Apparently having three kids puts us over the limit for staying in several hotels in that area.  I had no idea that having three kids would change so many things for us.  I know not a huge deal but still.  I have a friend who suggest I call the hotel and ask if we can get a second room for my 8 week old baby.  :)  Anyway I think we found a hotel which will allow all five of us to stay in the same room.  Growing my parents usually booked separate rooms.  So when the kids get older I am not opposed to doing that.  Right now they are just too young.  Speaking of which I will have another ultrasound this week.  Hoping it will be good news especially since Lee won't be around.  This week is going to be super busy with Lee gone and dance and soccer and a soccer end of the year party.  I wrote a whole post on my phone about how super cool my kids are and now I can't find it....

I have been putting something off since August.  I decided since I was in a hotel room with no distractions I would get it done.  Turns out it did not save on my flash drive even though I checked it before leaving my office.  Now I am so frustrated I was so close to being done.  I can do some of it but I am going to wait until Lee leaves on Tuesday to get it done.  Not how I planned things.  Maybe this weekend I will get it done.  There are just so many distractions at home.  I still got some stuff that I had been putting off done.  Which is good.  Since putting things off just doesn't not help them get completed. 

My feet are swelling My legs ache I am having cramps I have horrible heart burn when I lay down to the point I am thinking of sleeping in a sitting position Further more the thought of being cut open scares me.  But that is a post for another day.Probably next week after we have some more information.   Good news I am enjoying this trip and the quiet.  I am hoping to get finished what we need to tomorrow so I can get home in time to put the kids in bed Thursday.