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Surivied the first week

I miss the kids.  They have been back to school a whole week and I have missed them so much.  I am so out of a schedule but in the next few weeks it will get better.  My mom's group starts Thursday and then preschool starts the Wednesday after. Library story time a week after. So for the next few weeks the little boys and I are hitting up as many parks as possible..  I think it will be good once all the fall things start "falling" into place plus it will be just in time for the weather getting colder so less park weather.

Jake will start soccer soon and I just signed Victoria up for a great program called "Girls on the Run".  So that will be Tuesday and Thursdays. 

Life is just getting busier but it is good.  Kids have really started out the year well.

We are heading to Kamiah on Friday so lots to do this week.  Packing and cleaning.  I really have a hard time coming home to a dirty house.  So I try and clean more then normal right before we leave.

Friday night I got food poisioing.  I have had it once and I don't think this time was nearly as bad although I think it lasted longer.  I was so sick for 24 hours and then 24 hours of just being weak and tired.  Lee was gone FRiday night and then left early Saturday morning.  The older kids really step up and help so much until Lee got home.  But I am better although still weak and still a little tired. 

Work is slow tonight which is a good thing because I am not sure how my body would handle chaos.  I am sure I would have made it through just fine.  But now I am filling my time at work with watching documentaries on Netflix. 






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