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2015 goals

I have decided to make 2015 about me and I am making goals all about me.  (sort of)
 I have decided that I am not going to continue to put more effort into relationships then the other person. This will probably be the hardest goal of all.
 I start training tonight for a half marathon which is going to be time consuming at least until April.  We are going to take some vacations. We already have four planned and I am sad that Lee will only be on half of those with us.
  I am going to spend less time on the on the computer and my phone which I have already started doing.
  I am also going to start menu planning saving more and reading more.  I have decided one nonfiction book a month.  I was going to say one fiction book in addition to the non fiction b but I haven't found a fiction book I have liked in a long time. Okay I found one that Lee and I are reading out loud right now.  So maybe just two nonfiction books. 
  I am going to stay on track with my cleaning/decluttering/laundry schedule which seems to be working well.   From the last two days alone we have three trash bags full of stuff we are getting rid of.
 
Lee and I have also decided that we are going to start reading the Ensign cover to cover.  Not sure how this will work.   Plus I would like to start reading the lessons from RS since I don't attend.  I wish there was a way to have some sort of online discussion about them.  But not sure exactly how that would work. 

Of course in reality my goals are far more specific.  We would also like Lee to find a new job.  He has applied for several and had one interview (he didn't get the job).  But we are hopeful that by this time next year he will have a new job. 

Plus I like to break up my goals into weekly and monthly goals. 



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